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to be totally and compeltely honest the one thing i regret in my life is moving here. not my first time not lying to my parents NOTHING . i absoutley hate my life here. yes i am blessed to have a roof over my head and food and to be alive but FUCK that shit . yes at sometimes in vegas i hated my life but nothing compares to here where i was the fuckin joke of the day for wearing jordans shorts adn a hoodie becasue i was on my period. fuck that i had EVERYTHING i ever wanted in vegas. friends no they were the best but i had carly one of my favorite people on this earth who i always had fun with NO MATTER what and MY SEPTEMBER LOREE AND ALLY never EVER a dull moment and they were alwasy there to talk to me wheneerever i needed and they helped me grown adn to stop giving a fuck point blank period. and i had fuckin black guys which it like there are none here and none like me like wtf is going on. what is wrong with me ?
- nothing becasue everything fuckin thing is wrong with them. i cannot wait til i get the fuck outta here away from this place in november NO im not going to vegas but im going to see the one fuckin person i miss the most my NANA shes my rock my life line, id l=kill for her anyday. im so mad right now like i dont think anyone can understand and on top of all that .
*rip dan jones. how fuckin bad i want to be there tomrrow with people who actually care about me and i care about them being around someone we cared so much about together .



:( honestly i always say i give up but now. . . i really do /