my life right now is just like a huge ball of confusion. i miss my bestfriends hellla but i honestly dont think anyof them give 2 fucks aboutme. im jst very lonely and lost right now and that makes me constantly lost in music . its more of what i breathe and its like the blood in my body. school starts in septmber and im not gunna lie im scared shitless. like when goto the store i see the people here and i feeel so outa place when just a month and a half ago i was so high above everyone. everything is takin so much gettin used too. every morning i wake up andi pray that eerything will be okay. yesterday made me realize things alot because of the AMW concert. i wasnt ment to se soulja wayne or jeezy even tho i woulda LOVED to i was ment to see drake and sinc i cant see him i shouldnt have gone. and i was cnacelled.
thats all for now im really feelin this barbie movement
