today made me realize alot about boys. how one mintne you can think your ex and you are really good friends and shit then turns out hes basically lying to your face and its effecting the shit outta you which is fucked up because you just went throught hell and back with them and thought there was a chance of you gettin back togehter but he pulls some stupid bullshit ." if you love something let it go and if i comes back then thats how you know"
now talking about new loves, for once i just want a boy to treaat me like a freakin princess spoil me just basically everything ive never had and never thought i was worth . like just stupid little sweet things that make me smile or just suprise me with shit i mean is it really that hard i guess we shall see ..
now i know im fat but like i duno what wrong with me. like she always just makes me feel liek shit for the person i am and she made me this way she never tries to help me but when im at my worst is when she speeds to my side .. i dont need her i dont need anyone im one strong bitch and will prove people wrong. i can resist temptation with food and im going to lose weight. alot of time im just like this is me take me as i am but if my own mother makes me cry every night i think that theres omething wrong with that .. sometimes being your self isnt ever going to be good enough for anyone but when your content with your self then you should be good .
i miss my auntie lois alot she was my rock my happines my life . the one who was there to make me better the only person who ever called me beautiful and meant it i need her sooo much .. :(
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